Tuesday, December 14, 2010

R_E_S_P_E_C_T

Why can’t I get a little respect for what I try to do rather than criticism and made to feel that I am so inadequate..........simple question

Monday, December 6, 2010

not in a great place

In a kind of a funk................BOE is insane, I sepnt 6 weeks putting together a mediocre show....now onto Christmas which I am REALLY not int he mood for.

I need time and the ability to do nothing or whatever I want........

some other time, I guess.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Last night I though botany or mortuary science was an option, however, 7 people made me feel as though I could do it...

LOVE THEM!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

UGH.....Don’t you hate when you second guess yourself........I have begun to second guess my talent...I used to rely on it, now...with FROSTY....I feel as though I have lost it......I am torn with betraying a friend, dealing with the worst script I have ever read and a cast I did not cast. They may never hire me to direct again after this...... Can you lose talent and instinct?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Well, got my date for lap band surgery....a little freaked since I have some leg swelling and I am little cocerned that it is DVT or something that would preclude the surgery...HOPE NOT! told my Mom today and while that should seem easy for a 47 y.o. man....what she thinks matters a lot. She was fine with it!.

More soon

Sunday, February 21, 2010

show over

The show I filled in for is over and I am done......I hate knowing things I cannot divulge......Head neck and ears into an election, Seussical, a huge concert at Work and budget and contract negotiations for the BOE.......Other than that not busy!

Amazing vacation with my love to see me babydoll and sister in FL....worried about my sister...hope things improve.

Craziness, but I thrive on it...


Hurt my leg tonight...echoacrdiagram wednesday.....Hope to hear about surgery soon.

Monday, January 4, 2010

UGHHHHHHHHH!

TORN...TORN....TORN....

A CLOSE FRIEND CALLED TONIGHT AND ASKED ME TO REPLACE A BEST FRIEND IN A SHOW BECAUSE OF INDISCRETIONS.........

WHY ME!

I NEED TO THINK THIS TROUGH...TO THINK THAT MY FRIEND HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN SOMETHING SHADY IS HEARTBREAKING!