GONNA TRY

I AM GONNA TRY TO POST DAILY......WE'LL SEE

Friday - Full work day...getting ready for Messiah Singalong on Sunday...Spent a great evening decorating for Christmas with my love.....She wasn't feeling well and went to bed.......

Total day for US tomorrow! Wow, I am looking forward to that!

UGH - Political BULLSHIT!

LIFE - I love it!

what a great day with my love and looking forward to the most incredible difficult 2 weeks of my life.......I can do this with faith and the love of my wife and best friend Margi, I can make it thru these 2 weeks!

SNOW - HATE IT! Wish I had more control over my personal destiny...have to leave it up to my creator....fate plays a big part....

Wow - really missing performing. Today for some reason is hitting me hard! Saw pics of my good friend onstage in a great show and the jealousy bug hit! Hopefully I can do something soon. the reunion is coming along...I am very proud of what is being accomplished and honored to be a part of it!

inspired

I was just inspired by a former student to chronicle my life. Starting today I will document the trivial, the exciting, the mundane and the intriguing. I am in the midst of wonderfult and fullfilling things at work we have just put to bed a book, a documentary, a song book and a amjor exhibit all in conjunction with the 150th anniversary of the wondrous YALE GLEE CLUB. While I have the most stress I ever have, it is the most generous and satisfying stress to be imagined.

almost 800 alums and families will becoming to a party I am throwing and I have to impress them all. AND DAMNIT! I WILL!

R_E_S_P_E_C_T

Why can’t I get a little respect for what I try to do rather than criticism and made to feel that I am so inadequate..........simple question

not in a great place

In a kind of a funk................BOE is insane, I sepnt 6 weeks putting together a mediocre show....now onto Christmas which I am REALLY not int he mood for.

I need time and the ability to do nothing or whatever I want........

some other time, I guess.

Last night I though botany or mortuary science was an option, however, 7 people made me feel as though I could do it...

LOVE THEM!

UGH.....Don’t you hate when you second guess yourself........I have begun to second guess my talent...I used to rely on it, now...with FROSTY....I feel as though I have lost it......I am torn with betraying a friend, dealing with the worst script I have ever read and a cast I did not cast. They may never hire me to direct again after this...... Can you lose talent and instinct?

Well, got my date for lap band surgery....a little freaked since I have some leg swelling and I am little cocerned that it is DVT or something that would preclude the surgery...HOPE NOT! told my Mom today and while that should seem easy for a 47 y.o. man....what she thinks matters a lot. She was fine with it!.

More soon

show over

The show I filled in for is over and I am done......I hate knowing things I cannot divulge......Head neck and ears into an election, Seussical, a huge concert at Work and budget and contract negotiations for the BOE.......Other than that not busy!

Amazing vacation with my love to see me babydoll and sister in FL....worried about my sister...hope things improve.

Craziness, but I thrive on it...

Hurt my leg tonight...echoacrdiagram wednesday.....Hope to hear about surgery soon.

UGHHHHHHHHH!

TORN...TORN....TORN....

A CLOSE FRIEND CALLED TONIGHT AND ASKED ME TO REPLACE A BEST FRIEND IN A SHOW BECAUSE OF INDISCRETIONS.........

WHY ME!

I NEED TO THINK THIS TROUGH...TO THINK THAT MY FRIEND HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN SOMETHING SHADY IS HEARTBREAKING!

I HATE POLITICS

Try and get on to the BOE here in West Haven to help the kids and help push the dirty politics out....and you fall victim to it......Dirty evil manipulating political thieves

a hurtle

Back again........feeling a little better about myself......working toward the surgery.....passed a hurtle...My MD....he is for it and we have arranged a physical...Happier!

dance class

Taught a dance class tonight...Feel like crap now....waiting to eat...may I am hungry...wish I could live off the fat. Waiting to get questionnaire from lap band doc. Wish it could be tomorrow.........

So I am back........I know...it has been a long time.....

In a weird place right now....I can't seem to control my weight and it is affecting everything. I have contacted a Dr. and am looking into a procedure....he said I seem to qualify. Don't know how folks will take it......Don't know if it will tell them...... I really am concerned about my health and I need to lose weight to help that!

I think I will be back here more often!

Day one - Where to start

Well....Day one of the blog.......

Where to start.

I decided to do a blog....I got a new computer....a Macbook Pro and since I have let go of my old laptop, I though a new start was in order.

It is Saturday night and I am sitting on the couch watching old Dean Martin shows with my beautiful wife...who as it better than me...Bills to be paid....work to do around the house.....planning to be done for our upcoming show....But, its time to take time........

I will try to submit every day....If you find it boring...oh well.